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Hola how are you(: I'm pretty sure you know who this is but I'm going to be on anon for dramatic effect
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I’ve begun worshiping the sun for a number of reasons. First of all, unlike some other gods I could mention, I can see the sun. It’s there for me every day. And the things it brings me are quite apparent all the time: heat, light, food, and a lovely day. There’s no mystery, no one asks for money, I don’t have to dress up, and there’s no boring pageantry. And interestingly enough, I have found that the prayers I offer to the sun and the prayers I formerly offered to “God” are all answered at about the same 50% rate.
George Carlin, Brain Droppings (via cosmic-rebirth)
“BAD VIBES FOREVER”
I don’t know what hurts more, losing people or losing myself,I hear things ya know? and talk to myself, I try not to be crazy, keep my composure and be strong, I am strong, but weak at the same time, if that even makes sense, the mystery behind me isn’t anything cool, or exciting it’s depressing, it’s sad, I’ll always be alone in my mind, with my actions, lies, motives,
I’ll always lose people because I’m at never ending war with myself, I lean on people to save me from myself, when in reality the only way to save me is to kill me,
my depressions comforted me for so long, I’ve to some degree become fond or even used to it, I can’t blame my mom , or the girls who loved me for leaving, in the end all there is, is me, it’s not rewarding or suprising , this character I’ve become , is it even me? is this what I wanted? I’m not sure,
the nightmares, sleepless nights, crazy thoughts, they all play a role, I had someone who could ease it ya know? and I made it my goal to ruin it, literally, she was so good to me, she was my heroin, or “heroine” I broke her, completely, but not only to ruin her, to build her, and she hung on , for so long, for so fucking long,
now I’ve reached a point where I can no longer progress, I’m in a pond with a canoe rather than in the ocean around me in a sailboat,
nothing excites me, nothing will give me joy for to long, only pain and sorrow is what has made me feel or comforted me,
being suicidal dosent exactly help these habits either, I had a drug stage where I would pop pills on pills, just to not feel anything at all, I’d get lost, and than create a motive,
the problem now is that my motives are always surrounded with these evil intentions, I’ve come to think I’m literally a villain at heart,
the thing is , villains are necessary for a story to go about, but, they never find love, or comfort in reasonable motive, just the craziest the things, when im good im sad, when im bad I feel alive, but than I hate myself after,
my insanity has been feeding on me since I could walk, I’d only prayed I’d found someone who figured it out and had the patience to keep me, to disregard the pain and only feed me love, it’s selfish of me, I know, but where are you, angel, my wing ridden angel,
save me – xxx
xxxtentacion (via hellofreeblr)
preachingfiction answered:
Nah fam I don’t sorry. Pretty dense, but I like a good mystery
Also I’m good rip I just realized I didn’t response mb
Close your eyes for what you can’t imagine,
We are the xany-gnashing, caddy smashin, bratty ass,
He mad, he snatched his daddy’s Jag,
He used this shit for batting practice, adamant and he thrashing,
Purchasing crappy grams with half the hand of cash you handed,
Panicking, patch me up
Pappy done latch keyed us,
Toying with Raggy Anns and mammy done had enough,
Brash as fuck, breaching all these aqueducts,
Don’t believe us, treat us like we can’t erupt, yup
*mr krabs voice* secret formuler
*plankton voice* hand it over krabs
*mr krabs voice* eat a dick plankton
i want to wear your hoodies and stay up talking about the universe with you until 3 am and i want to hold your hand and kiss your face and hug you when im sad and have marathons of our favourite shows
i just wanna nut
- First day of chem labs: uses gloves and goggles to measure distilled water
- Last day of chem labs: spills silver nitrate all over hand and wipes it on pants
Close your eyes for what you can’t imagine,
We are the xany-gnashing, caddy smashin, bratty ass,
He mad, he snatched his daddy’s Jag,
He used this shit for batting practice, adamant and he thrashing,
Purchasing crappy grams with half the hand of cash you handed,
Panicking, patch me up
Pappy done latch keyed us,
Toying with Raggy Anns and mammy done had enough,
Brash as fuck, breaching all these aqueducts,
Don’t believe us, treat us like we can’t erupt, yup